January 2011
29 posts
“Sick of it.”
The :( on my face..
It all built up today, tonight, right now..
I feel alone. Regardless of who I’m with, I can’t help but feel like I am alone, I have no one to rely on, no one to talk to..no one..because there’s a distance, because my friends are busy, because I’m busy.
As I get older and older I feel this moreso, only because I’m becoming more busy and preoccupied with the things...
Not to be gay and all, but you always have me...
The way things are.
Each and every single person has their own life to live. Our environments, the ways we were raised, our families, values, goals, dreams..all completely different for our own reasons.
If that’s so then why do some stress money more than chasing your dreams? When we chase money we don’t progress as a people. We stop thinking for ourselves, we become hungry, competitive, selfish...
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Mama says I'm a queen, if anyone loved me just as...
So unrealistic though, so unrealistic.
My mother can be extremely uplifting sometimes because she empowers me to speak my mind and say what I want to say. Go for what I want, get what I want because I don’t deserve any less.
Damn it Mama, if only you can do what you tell me to do. I’d be happier if my mother was happier.
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I like how you can like other people’s comments on facebook because you do it when you have nothing else left to say to them..
But when you say something long that you put alot of thought into and they just “like” it, you’re like “ASSSSSHOOOOLE!!11!!!!!1!!!!!!!!!111”
Ode to the new 360 + Kinect
Oh how I want to hold you in my bare buff arms and smell your slick exterior and place my cheeks on your smooth finish. I want to play with you all night and day, you’d be mine and mine only. We’d dance, you’d make me sweat, we’d go on adventures and roleplay, become partners in crime and shoot up Arbiters and spartans…we’d be the core essentials of...
I'm so tired..
..of seeing:
..big expensive high quality cameras that I can not afford even if I sold my car, fresh clothing that is highly priced for the name on the tags, colorful hats, Vans, cardigans, lip piercings, guys with freakishly groomed eyebrows, boys wearing girls’ backpacks, cockiness, and superior interiors…as in people whose interior beings were based on their superior seeings.
...
“Be yourself, think about what you want in life and go for it. Only then, when...”
Conversations between Babies
Ginger: CHLOE! Money doesnt go in kitchens
Chloe: Daddy, money goes in kitchens huh? Remember we went to McDonalds and they gave us money.
Ginger: Thats only for restaurants, not kitchens.
Chloe: But restaurants have kitchens.
LMAO IDK.
“Love yourself before you can love another, I always hear that. Though, it does...”
– moi, le-chinito
Good feeling.
I just came back from the gym with my Bigsis. We caught up and spoke alot about relationships and life in general. She makes me feel better, always. Not by what she tells me directly but what I take from it.
We chilled for a good 3 or so hours just talking about situations. From her, I was able to take a step out of my own bubble and look at my own situation with my life and where I’m...
Insecure?
Then stop comparing, I always have to tell myself this.
You are as you as you can get.
Noone else is like you, Mr./Mrs. You, so be proud to be you.
Peace of mind, piece of cake.
Jan. 6, 2011
Starting off the New Year on a good note. Finding peace of mind by spending time with family, friends, and Lover. Today I was able to take my baby sister out to the mall. We played in the children’s area, I bought her an activity book that would help improve her alphabet and counting skills, along with some cereal, Lol. I’m training her to be a top scholar in the near...
Fuuuu-
On tumblr late at night, reads scary post or sees someone else’s scary post, scrolls down very fast and tries to erase the image..
*curls up under sheets until sweaty and can’t breathe but too scared to come out*
I miss you too much..
When I’m doing “me” time I’m writing, painting, cooking, cleaning, eating, reading, gymming, friending, talking, laughing, self-beautificationing, movie-ing, focusing on me, improving, learning, family-ing….but at the end of the day all I really want is you.
Simple, easy peasy lemon squeezy.
The rise and fall of good people..
great lovers, great friends, genuine people all around..they all have their rises and their downfalls. I’ve experienced it and I’ve seen it all around.
They give their hearts, their all, their time and their money with nothing to expect in return, they just want pure and genuine LOVE, mutual love..everlasting love.
They try and try and try and in the end get nothing in return, just...
